Saturday, December 31, 2011

We are young.

Another great year passed by. But so much awaits ahead.
For each one of us, can burn brighter than the sun.


"Now I know that I'm not
All that you got
I guess that I. I just thought
Maybe could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let's raise a cup
'Cause I found someone to carry me home
Tonight"

The Hunter.

The vibration jolted me up. Reaching out for my cell phone, I checked the time.
10:28 a.m.

AI can see Orion, the hunter during the night. It surprises me when people tell me they don’t know anything about the night sky. Have you ever gazed upward, towards the heavens and have seen how fascinating the glimpse is? Such an awe-inspiring glance it is. And how, just how can you miss it. The symmetry. The uplifting sentiment. The shimmering jewels of light against the pitch black background.

Around 3:30 p.m.
Realizing that it was the last day of the year wasn't much of a shock. Nothing important to be worried about. The shining belt, the sword raised, ready to aim for the target-the Orion, it gestures somewhere. Where? I donot have a single clue. But it sure does point out, in there amongst the gargantuan cloud of innumerable dazzling points of light. Should I trace that path? Where does it end? Does it even lead somewhere? Answers, aren't important enough to be worried about.

Around 10:45 p.m.
The smiling faces, ecstatic hearts, glee souls chatting their hearts out. There obviously isn't anything important to be worried about. With the target in front and about to make that single deadly slash, it's hunting for something. The thing. Smart guy, had the correct tools and the end in mind from the beginning. But still havn't been able to get what he wanted. Maybe something is just not right.Something's lacking. I, shouldn't worry about it since it isn't important enough.

Around midnight.
The brilliant flashes light up the night sky, tearing down the pitch black backdrop. Roars, laughs, appaulds. It went away, the Orion. I guess he found what he was looking for. Excuse me, hunting for is what I meant to say. From the overwhelming thought came an upsurging feeling. What have I been hunting for all along? Maybe this all isn't as difficult and tangled up as it seems. Or it might be? Do I have the end in my mind?

Some things are just important to be worried about.
They just are.

Friday, December 30, 2011

You're going down.

Mmmm...
Yeah.



"It'll be a long time coming
Bet you got the message now
'Cause I was never going
Yeah, you're the one that's going down"
   -Sick Puppies.
   



December 31st, 2011.
2:40 a.m.

Something isn’t right. I can feel it. So much lays ahead in life for me. So. Much. And what have I been doing all along.
Nothing.

Right now, at this particular moment, I can perceive somehow that something’s just out of order. Chaos. No, it’s nothing physical enough to be known. It’s more like I’m losing it. Sands of time slipping out of my hand, and landing among the endless array of water drops that’ll soon carry it somewhere, really far away. Everyone does want to belong. But everyone does want to stand out, to be known as an individual. You never know what the next moment might bring for you. For right now is all I have. Enough spending time waiting for that one, stupid moment. It’s a race. And I need to get my shit together. I need to hurry up.

This doesn’t make sense.
None of it does.

2:58 a.m.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Yoo-ree-kaa.

Ideas. The best ones, they hit at the most random moments. Imagination, is intriguing.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Tune jo na kaha.

Thanks to my shit-head yet awesome fraand, Hamzay, for suggesting this :D






Friday, December 2, 2011

True colors

Disguise. How about you get real. Because you might fake the whole world. But how on earth could you lie to yourself. Is it really necessary? To be accepted by those who donot appreciate you for your real self. Is it so hard to live without fabricating yourself, in odd ways? Collapsing outside in, until it gets so humid that its impossible to even breath anymore.
This world isn't really a nice place after all. But that doesnt mean you should shape yourselves the way this world wants to see you. You are the one who'll be living your life, not others. Trying too hard to be a part of something, you'll probably end up loosing what you're already a part of. Putting on mask above masks, until you get to the tipping point. You suffocate.
Open up. Live your life 'cause you're probably not getting a second chance. Let the world see who the real person underneath your camouflage of pigments is. And if they do not accept you the way you are, they don't deserve you. Believe me.