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"Reasons I don't talk to you anymore:
1. You're stupid.
2. You forget everything I say.
3. All the shit that comes out of your mouth makes me so mad!"
"So what, EXACTLY, do you want me to tell you then? I want to know. Seriously"
"You know what, IDK.
Lately, every existing person had been a source of annoyance and hatred. And I have absolutely no idea what I want from you, or anyone else, or even myself. All I want to do is to sit alone, and not see or hear anybody. I'm done with everything and myself. I really don't have a desire to live anymore. What is there to look forward to anyway? I feel like I've had enough.
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And when I look at myself, I disappoint myself because I am angry, and sad, and weird all the time, and then I'm bitchy to all those around me. The way I talk to everyone isn't the way I want to be talked to, or isn't even who I used to be."
"I think I can relate. Idk I just see everyone so much determined, happy and successful, and I feel insecure. I just don't want anymore people and shit in my life. Now I just hear people talk and I don't even care what they're talking about.
I have no idea what to do next.."
"Sometimes, I just wish I had a new life, with new places and new people. Things might get better then..
But mostly, I can't wait for this life to end.
Goodnight."
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"Reasons I don't talk to you anymore:
1. You're stupid.
2. You forget everything I say.
3. All the shit that comes out of your mouth makes me so mad!"
"So what, EXACTLY, do you want me to tell you then? I want to know. Seriously"
"You know what, IDK.
Lately, every existing person had been a source of annoyance and hatred. And I have absolutely no idea what I want from you, or anyone else, or even myself. All I want to do is to sit alone, and not see or hear anybody. I'm done with everything and myself. I really don't have a desire to live anymore. What is there to look forward to anyway? I feel like I've had enough.
..
And when I look at myself, I disappoint myself because I am angry, and sad, and weird all the time, and then I'm bitchy to all those around me. The way I talk to everyone isn't the way I want to be talked to, or isn't even who I used to be."
"I think I can relate. Idk I just see everyone so much determined, happy and successful, and I feel insecure. I just don't want anymore people and shit in my life. Now I just hear people talk and I don't even care what they're talking about.
I have no idea what to do next.."
"Sometimes, I just wish I had a new life, with new places and new people. Things might get better then..
But mostly, I can't wait for this life to end.
Goodnight."
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